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[Mar. 16th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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why is it that the worst thing in the world for me felt like the best? |
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[Dec. 30th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
slit the wrist...
drain the blood...
and bury the body.
my life as i know it is over...
everything will be different,
and i will make sure of that.
it all starts tomorrow night.
fuck a resolution...
this is a promise! |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
The good days drifted into the bad...
i was so excited for my Kevin to come home and that was awsome... the first night back we just held each other, just stay in contact in any way... he was sooo tired, he snored like crazy... he is so cute when he snores
we bought X-MEN Legends 2, yes we are dorks we play video games together, and we played that for a while
we went to Chucky Cheese, we were so cute and i kicked his ass at the basket ball game
i was looking forward to thanksgiving and christmas
now things are kinda fuzzy... i dont know if he is coming to either on, he said he will think about it and let me know tomorrow
i love him but i dont want to keep fighting over the same old shit.... blah blah blah
dont listen to me im stupid... i love him, he is awsome... and the best thing that ever has, or ever will, happen to me
I LOVE HIM!!!
I LOVE HIM!!!
I LOVE HIM...
my heart hurts |
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[Nov. 9th, 2005|02:20 pm] |
Stuff for sale
Most of the items are brand new all in good condition i just have no use for them any more...all could make good christmas presents
 $8... obo
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 $30... obo
 Beautiful Wiccan prayer book $6... obo
 $8... obo
 comes with little booklet $15 obo
 starter
kit great to thrash on or maybe for a little bro or sis, comes with
small amp, cord, and travel case, payed $400 for the kit... $200-180...
obo
 netting to hang over a bed... $10... obo
 REALLY GOOD ACOUSTIC.... not sure how much i want to sell it for, make an offer
i have over a 100 beany babies also uif anyone wants those all in awsome condition... good christmas presents for little ones |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2005|06:22 pm] |
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im going to the south... hurricane relief... my tummy is in knots |
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[Aug. 19th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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You know its a BAD day when slitting your wrist sounds like a GOOD idea. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|02:19 am] |
"Carlito's Way" is the worst movie to see if you know any one who has been to jail or is going to jail. it will make you cry for hours.
so in a week me and kevin will have been going out for 6 months. thats so crazy. i never thought we would be as close as we are. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
im gonna talk to my friends mom about buying her 55 chevy 150 4-door sedan. it looks like a bel-air but its the bottom of the line chevy. it is is kinda bad shape (its been sittin outside for god knows how long) so i would have to turn it into a kustom, but thats no big thing, it to expensive to restore n e way. she just lets the car sit there because she wants the plates on the car... whats the point in killing the car for some god damn plates? so its gonna rust away to nothin. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
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ok so i have two tickets to warped tour on the 7th in sacramento for sale of maybe free. if you want them give me a call 914-5650. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|01:29 am] |
i really should be asleep right now...
it kinda sucks that no one (accept for katie <3) has replied to my post or called me...
i feel really distant from everyone...
i won $40 playing poker.
i want my boyfriend home. i love him.
its amazing how much you appreciate things when you work all the time. vacation in a month...yosemite for a week with the family and the bf it will be great |
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[May. 31st, 2005|02:37 pm] |
so here is my problem... for the past year and a half i have had one friend, i have hung out with other people a couple of times, but 99.9% of my time has been spent with this one person. that was all fine and dandy up untill about three months ago when she got a boy friend and pretty much totally dumped me. you see she has this problem that she dosent really care about people... its just all about the one person she is clinging to at the moment... and im no longer that person and i wont be treated like that, im a better person than that, and i wont be thrown aside because she thinks she has found something better. she no longer makes any effort to spend any time with me, im the only one who calls, and i have a boyfriend too, and work two jobs, so thats no excuse.
so my answer is...take my heart out of that relationship, i wont not be her friend or not answer her calls (is she ever dose call) but im no longer going out of my way to call or see her.
thats the problem with your heart being in one place because when that person breaks it the whole thing is broken. i need to spread my self out, share my heart, so if it gets broken again its only a little peice.
lots of friends is a good thing a lot more healthy.
i miss a lot of you n e way.
i guess this is my push to hand out with old friends.
and make some new ones.
if you want to hang out call me.
914-5650
my heart hurts.
i hate crying. |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|09:48 pm] |
so now i have no life...no time for one... between boyfriend, family, friends, two jobs (oh for those of you who dont know i no work at torrid as well as b&n) taking care of ten puppies, and atempting to get at least a little sleep, im going crazy.
its great though...kinda...i still have to pay for my phone bill, gym membership, speeding ticket, trafic school, fuel line, registration, and insurence. ahhhhhhhhhhhh! i should have bank after that though.
i want to get a new camera. i am in love with the canon eos digital rebel and i saw it on ebay cheap.
i miss my boyfriend... i love him so much.
im gonna go take a bath now. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|05:03 pm] |
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so i have the best boyfriend in the world. sunday night he said i love you, and last night when he brought me home he was just gonna drop me off but he stayed for three hours because he did not want to leave me. that is the best feeling in the world. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
so i have had a pretty crappy past two days... just been in a mood... and the fact that i have been home alone for most of the day dose not help... time to think... thinking when your in a mood = bad
so im a little stressed about dating a guy 9 years older than me... i dont have a problem with it, we care about each other, we get along great. but people have been fucking with my mind, saying shit about him being a father figure because my dad was never there. why do people make me question what i know is right?!?!
he called me and i didnt talk much just because my mood... and thats one of our problems... me not being able to tell him things... i tried to call back... he is out some where... i was ready to talk... now i have class i wont be able to talk to him tell late tonight.
he is going to work on his other house by the beach... and i work every night this weekend... i cant take not seeing him for this long.
i look like crap and he called my beautiful
wow got to go my dog is haveing puppies |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|09:29 am] |
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i cant believe how long it has been since i wrote in this thing. well i still work at Barnes and Noble goin on 7 months now, me and krystin are the best of friends, she is dating Matt Lemons and they are great together, i am dating Kevin and he treats me better than any one ever has, my parents are ok that im dating him and that he is 9 years older than me, and i have a high B in my EMT(emergency medical technician)class. life is good.... i need to write in here more! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|12:41 pm] |
yeah im a super loser and i got napster... and all i do is listen to the new gwen stefani song (im addicted to it) and download prince purple rain cd.
dont you wish your were as cool as me?
Nicole i love you dont be sad!
i want to kill krystin latley |
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[Sep. 13th, 2004|10:23 pm] |
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so on saturday me krystin kevin and i went to santa cruz....it was awsome...we had clam chowder in a bread bowl, played in the ocean, wrote lesbian sayings in the sand, and slept on the beach. on sunday we spaent the whole day at kevins he mad us breakfast lunch and dinner, and we watched season 2 of sex in the city. |
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